Why don’t you understand?
I’m not trying to make you angry
I’m doing the best I can
You’re making me crazy
Holding me down by a chain
Shriveling in my pain
I don’t think I can keep sane
Why don’t you let me stay in the rain?
Where I feel whole
And take out my burning coal
Replace it with peace
Let the pain seep away
Let all the stress decrease
What do you want me to say
When I speak my mind
When the answer I try to find
Why can’t you let my speak freely
Why do you think I’m silly
You are the hurt in my heart
You are the one to tear me apart
I cannot fly
I want to cry
But I am afraid
So I build a barricade
So many rules to abide
Emotions set aside
I want to hide
Maybe suicide
So many nights where my soul dies
So many nights where I am to despise
I hate myself
Because I’m not perfect
I am only a doll set aside on the shelf
I have gathered dust from the neglect
Why are you angry with me
Oh, how I wish to know
I am full of pain can’t you see?
I wish for snow to freeze my soul
Remember those good times
When we used to laugh the day away
Why didn’t I see the signs
Now nothings going to be okay
Maybe the reason I fight back
Is because I feel hurt
And answers I try to hack
Why can’t you just tell me
Why are you so angry
I’m sorry I’m not the best
Maybe I should just put my soul to rest
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thank you for reading. Yes I made it up this night. You can comment if you'd like. In fact I'd love to hear your thoughts.
I’m not trying to make you angry
I’m doing the best I can
You’re making me crazy
Holding me down by a chain
Shriveling in my pain
I don’t think I can keep sane
Why don’t you let me stay in the rain?
Where I feel whole
And take out my burning coal
Replace it with peace
Let the pain seep away
Let all the stress decrease
What do you want me to say
When I speak my mind
When the answer I try to find
Why can’t you let my speak freely
Why do you think I’m silly
You are the hurt in my heart
You are the one to tear me apart
I cannot fly
I want to cry
But I am afraid
So I build a barricade
So many rules to abide
Emotions set aside
I want to hide
Maybe suicide
So many nights where my soul dies
So many nights where I am to despise
I hate myself
Because I’m not perfect
I am only a doll set aside on the shelf
I have gathered dust from the neglect
Why are you angry with me
Oh, how I wish to know
I am full of pain can’t you see?
I wish for snow to freeze my soul
Remember those good times
When we used to laugh the day away
Why didn’t I see the signs
Now nothings going to be okay
Maybe the reason I fight back
Is because I feel hurt
And answers I try to hack
Why can’t you just tell me
Why are you so angry
I’m sorry I’m not the best
Maybe I should just put my soul to rest
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thank you for reading. Yes I made it up this night. You can comment if you'd like. In fact I'd love to hear your thoughts.
